A man is separated from the mother of his children. He is Bi Polar and emotionally charged, and often has a hard time coping with these situations. Though he has a good heart, and genuine good intentions he also has a dark side. A build up of anger rooted from oppression, charged with a crime he never committed, though he prevailed he still feels wronged. Years of verbal and emotional abuse from his ex, for sometimes a mans love allows him to be used, manipulated and taken advantage of. New charges for only protecting himself from a large violent drunken disorderly group, or gang. Sometimes a classification depends on location, and some municipalities rather charge an outsider and victim then to take responsibility for local problems. Oppression to depression to Anger. He feels like if I'm to be treated like a criminal maybe I should just be one. Show them what a real criminal is! So much negative energy and unsure where to direct it.
Though he left, He left to get away from the hurt, and the memories bring rage. The straw that broke the ice was when he discovered the identity of the man whom his Mother of children gave all her positive energy to. Conversations, laughs, time, thought, her mind something he never had, her body something he no longer had. The thought of another man holding his children sparked a murderous rage. Driven by anger and pain, a pain greater than anything he has ever imagined. A Premeditated violent intent. Sometimes his problem is he doesn't think before he acts, or maybe it is he thinks to much but just not enough. He plans, He stalks, He covers his tracks. He is intelligent, Aware of every angle, of every requirement to complete this task flawlessly and to vanish as if he was never there. No DNA, No Noise, no Ballistics. A Physical Specimen amazing those around him, an athlete with ease. He is trained, fast, agile, with phenomenal strength. Now more importantly Angry with a new murderous intent.
Through a series of covert movements he is in place. His victim is moving through his usual routine unaware that he is being stalked like a lions prey. Years of training and a strong mind and body will make this an effortless task, to last a whole quarter of a second and it will be over. The VIC will never even know it happened much less aware of any impending danger.
While waiting for the right moment he pulls a blunt of marijuana from his pocket. Some of gods finest creations. He sparks it and starts to smoke as he stalks. Within seconds he is overtaken by a calmness. A peace. Thoughts of tranquility overtake the rage. He no longer thinks of his own pain and desires. He begins to think of yet how innocent this man is, the mans mother, father, any kin he may have. The thought of the ripple of pain this action will cause. How if it happened to him. Gods love overtakes him. He forgives the man of an affair that lasted throughout his relationship. He completely intended to follow through with these actions. Drunk with anger and rage. All this subsided, as much as he tried to resist he could no longer finish what he set out to do.
Overcome with peace and love, his mind finally at ease, free of the evil that infected it. He went home no longer stressed over whose eyes see him, what cameras where, the routine of covert travels so strenuousness no longer a burden. One life was without a doubt saved by marijuana that night. Should he have fumbled then his own was spared of an eternity of incarceration. A diversion at the last minute influenced by a creation of god. Due to the evil that runs this country, the man who was only pained but able to divert from such violent desires derived from his suffering, reported to his probation and parole. He was incarcerated for his "Dirty Drop". Should he have been concerned for such ridiculous rules a life would have been certainly snatched from the face of this earth without hesitation. The laws on marijuana not only are a violation of human rights, but they take lives, allow some who may need this marvelous plant to be deprived of it for a fear if punishment, in end they go to do horrible things they may never had done if given a fair chance to cope with their issues.
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